The Last Meeting
When you remain
around me I always try to remain wake up and alert as I would like to invest my
life’s best moments in alert and conscious. When you are not around me the love
in me keeps awake and alert as I always wait for you and as I do not find you
coming, I get lost myself with each passing moment. We both have spent many
nights together and many nights even in our respective beds may be having a big
distance in travel but no distance in time and space. You have seen me sleeping
while you are talking and I am listening. It is due to your sweet words that
brings relax and comfort to me.
Though out the
life I have never feel lonely but always alone that is why when you are here I now
that I am meeting none other than me. As when we started our journey, I always
knew that love could bring us near to each other but not together. The feeling
of finding you inside me is like finding my best friend- GOD and his presence
totally in me. I see I me and myself in you that is why you are none other than
God. I am created from your emotions and feelings and can be observed on your
shoulder next to neck. I still remember your smell in my body and still admire
holding you tight and close. The way we undress each other is like the sailing
of most smooth ride in the tide sea.
Now finding you
standing a far in physic but close as ever to me sometimes feels like whether I
am talking to me or you are listening every single word as you did before. I
still remember when sometimes my fear lit me inside; you hold my hand across
the coffee table and relaxed me with your tender eyes. I still want to be here
with you but the chaos and confusion had made me what I was not- a person with
hidden shadow. The anger in me has made me a loser with no purpose to fight
this battle between a man of past and man of today. I fight with you too-always
and you would be known by understanding the ignoring (you) reasons as the repercussion
of the same. I do not be holding your hand may be you know that I am fighting inside
and I know that I would never be attaining the peace in this life without you
and subsequently I would not able to stand in front of my creator and then I would
be sent back again to search you, find you and merge in you. Not this time but maybe
next time we will be united or may wait endlessly for unification for many
births. May be a time distance may send us to different time zones or different
places or may be in different groups of souls. The stakes are high but can be
accepted if we decide to be there for none but us.
Till that Lets our
love is flourished in each other and energies our soul with awakenings and
shinning.
Be blessed, my
love!!
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