Maut ek kataaksh hai..

Maut ek kataaksh hai..

Maut ek kataaksh hai..
aadmi ki badhti hui abhilashao par,
dekh kar jeete hue sapno par,
adhure soye hue vyaktiav pa....

Maut ek thahrav hai..
tez raftar se bhagti girti jindagi par,
bebas se thake hue kamjor insaan par,
thake hafte kampte tute insaan par...

Maut ek bhay hai...
mange hue hisse par,
milte hue dhan par,
chitkarte, bilkhate hue insaan par...

Maut ek saza hai..
jivan se bhare hanste khelte shishu par,
sunder sapne se jage hue yuvak par,
khushio se bhare budhe par..

Maut ek lakshya hai..
jiwan ke baad satya janane wale par,
sab ichchao se puran hone par,
aage badhkar gale lagane wale betab par,
aur satya ki pratiksha me vyakul par....

Maut ek kataaksh hai..
' arun'  ki badhti hui abhilashao par,
dekh kar jeete hue sapno par,
adhure soye hue vyaktiav pa...

Mera Sapna

Mera Sapna

Mere sapne ne aaj
karwat lekar mujhe jaga dia,
Salo se soi hui nidra ko
jaise chanchal bana dia..

Kabhi muh-andhere me
raat ke ahsas ko tyagte hue
main aage badhkar
sapne ko jiya kart tha..

Aaj subah ki lali bhi
raat ke andhere ko
tod nahi pati aur rasta
bhi aage badhte hue muh chi(d)ra
jaata hai..

Raunake jo jiwan ki ab tak
mere sath muskarati thi
ab wo hi mujhe dekh kar
berukhi se bhar jaati hai..

Mera saya jo mujhe shubh-prabhat
ka sandesh suna kar ullas
se bhar jaat tha
aaj wahi mujhe dekh kar
andhere ki taraf gum
ho jaata hai..

Ek hi pal me " arun"
duniya meri badal gai
rah ki raho me sapne
tak viran kar gai..

Mere sapne ne aaj
karwat lekar mujhe jaga dia,
Salo se soi hui nidra ko
jaise chanchal bana dia..

Yatra

Yatra

9 July 2013 at 19:07

Aaj main jaldi uth gaya,
aisa nahi ki main sari raat soya nahin,
par aisa bhi nahi  hua  ki main
kisi pal subah ki pratiksha na kar raha..

Uth kar sabse pahle maine,
apne saathi ko dekha..
wo bhi shayad raat bhar soi
nahi tabhi nidra ne muh-andhere
hi use daboch liya..

Samne lage shishe me
apne aks jo ek hi raat me
mera na raha
khud ko dekhte hi
ganga-jamuna se
bhar gaya..

Maine apni dabi hui chitkar
ko aur dabaya par
kambakhat na jaane
kaise besudh hokar ujagar
ho gai aur mujhe bi
nanga kar gai..

Sharm ke maare " arun"
main uth kar ' Bath-Room'
me aa gaya lekin mera chhupna - chhupana
bhi bekar gaya..

Sathi ne meri pee(d)ra
ko pakad liya aur apni
pee(d)ra se use
vyakat kiya...

Ankhon me chhitte marta
muh me kulla bharte hue
toliye ko jab maine kheecha
to use bhi bhi geela-geela paya
lagta hai raat bhar
se wo bhi soya nahi aur vyarth
me hi mu-andhere geela hi raha...

bahar nikal kar deewaron
ki taraf yuhi dekha,
peelepan ki jard me
lipti hui mere khokhalepan
ki tarf ingit kar gai,
khali si chhat bhi jaise
sar par mere aa tiki
pankhe ki khad-khad me udasi jaise jeet gai
aise mahol ki neerasta mujhe das gai..

Kuchh log baithe the
aur kuchh log aa gaye aur
beech me mera beta
jamin par so raha jaise
abhi uth kar muskareyga,
sirhane par jalta hua dia
jaise jiwan ki aag ko
byan kar gaya...

Ek aah si bhar kar
apne anshuao ko peekar
apne sathi ko kandhe lagakar
uske dukh ki anubhuti se apne
dukh ko jala kar nikal pada
main apne bete ko anant yatra
par bhejne ke liye jahan se
aage ab na koi uska chhor hoga
aur nahi mera...

Kal tak jise ungali pakad kar
chalna sikhaya
kal tak jise apne budhape ka sahara
samajh kar jiya
aaj wahi mera apna mere kandhe
par uth kar mujh se pahle aage chala
kabhi na wapas aane ke liye...

Al-vida beta, tera aur mera
ye fasla ab kabhi kam
na hoga aur tu ek
sach ki tarah meri jindagi se
kabhi gum na hoga..

The true companion (Hindi poetry)

The true companion (Hindi poetry)

Maut ke har nazariey ko maine dekha phalte phoolte..
tabhi ye hai bani adbhut, anant
aur amritmay satya..

agar " arun" isse janana hai to

niklo kup se bahar khule pan
ki taraf jahan ye hogi bhay rahit
sandeh rahit aur aage badh kar

chum lo isse jab ye hath badha kar kahe
ki meri pratiksha hai vyarth,

main to sath hu hamesha tere jaise
din-raat, subah-shaam, sard-garam, shuksh-dravit
aur atma-paramtama

tabhi payega mujhe adhbhut, anant
aur kewal satya ......

I am dead-3 : the tiny beginning

I am dead-3 : the tiny beginning
... Shall we go now? I ask my buddy. On hearing it he replies nothing and hold my hand. The moment he touched my hand, I see that my creator is there. None of us is speaking but we are talking with each other. He tells me that he would like me to show my world where we all are living. I feel good. It is like achild is being told to show his room and toys he carries with him for playing. I reply in affirmative and he gives a beautiful smile and changes him into a woman. He just takes me inside and lot of water around me. I try opened my eyes  but it is all dark. I can touch my feet easily. It is feeling either my hands get big or my body is too small. I close my eyes as there is nothing I can see. It is all water and i am feeling I am over the hanging bridge. It is shacking and i can feel the movements of jhoola. Initially it is scary but now I have started enjoying it. I can hear voices around me. One of the voice which I am hearing speaks clear and sometimes talks with me. It is a woman’s voice. She treats me well and try to keep me happy. OK, now I know where I am today. I am inside the womb. My new life has started and my creator is none else than my mother. That what I have read and heard in my previous births that god has created mother because he can not be there everytime to look after our basic needs. Now my living inside my mother has become my blessing and now i know that I can go to any place but this is life time opportunity as i can not be here again. I enjoys good food as my mother uses to eat well nourish diet. She also platys with me as well tells me good stories. She reads good things and always starts her day with deep breathing and light yoga. She keep her anger control and remains in good happy mood. She takes me for watching good movies. Sometimes my father also talks lighly with me. Both of them love eachother and remain happy in each other presence. My father serves good fruits and salad to us. My mother and I remain happy in each other presence. I have started growing a little as well. Some times i shake my leg and gently hit stomach of my mother. Lots of positive energy genrates, she used to tell every one about it. I try to roll updown and then come to same position. It is fun and i feel I am going to enjoy my life once again..

The Shiva's commandments

The Shiva's  commandments:

I am inside of each of you.

2. Don't bring me to settle day to day chores.

3. Respect parents, guru and the guide.

4. Do not betray any one. 

5. Do not stand falsely for or against any one.

6. Do not compere ur belongings with ur brothers, friends n neighbours.

7. Do not spoil drinking water , eatables and medicines.

8. Do a selfless act everyday.

9. Have a rest day after every 5 days.

10. Your spouse shall never feel ignored.

11. Whatever does not belong to you is not meant for you.

12. Love your life, you have chosen it your self.

13. Have an activity for soul connection.

11 Signs to Awakening

11 changes indicating a spiritual awakening
1. You know the difference between alone n lonely.
2. You feel pain even of strangers.
3. You need no Guru for knowing answers rather feel the relevance of questions in life.
4. You know your weakness n surrender for better things to be happened in life. You now understand that you are a human with full of mistakes n ignorance.
5. The miracles no more surprise you...
6. You understand the importance of unlearning in life.
7. You feel love in air all the time.
8. Your necessity has come to bare.
9. Death is not fear n life is not an illusion.
10. Now you don't think rather act with belief.
11. You don't expect anything in return not even from God. Rather feels blessed n thankful.

11 Regrets

Last 11 regrets
1. I should have said No.
2. I should have told that I love you...
3. I should have lived the way I love my life.
4. I should have taken the decision early.
5. I should have travel more.
6. I should have enjoyed a little more.
7. I should have tested the more food dishes.
8. I should have shown more gratitude.
9. I should have never afraid of death.
10. I should have not wasted my life in searching God could have discovered in me.
11. I should have understood that love is the true enlightenment and by ignoring it I had ignored me.